Katie's prayer: Jars of Clay's "Sing"

Though it makes no sense to me

You make me want to sing

Let's face it, things aren't going quite as I had hoped for right now. I still haven't found another part-time job. At the past 4 youth group meetings, there have been a total of 2 teens. Friday, I get to have a meeting with Father to talk about things since I've been there almost 6 months. (kinda afraid for that one, because of the previous comment.) I've spent a lot of time alone in my apartment (cause I don't have another job and cause of the snow and all). And oh so much more. I was talking with Christopher about all this yesterday (when I was also faced with the fear I might have ruined my computer forever). And despite all the depressing news I told him about, I still had a (: every now and then. Chris asked me how I could still smile. My reply "I got the love of Jesus, love of Jesus, down in my heart. Where? Down in my heart. Where? Down in my heart!" I'm still not sure when all this unhappy things will start to turn around, but until then, I still got God and the joy that comes with that!