Above all my problemsAbove all my eyes can seeKnowing God is able to strengthen me
Today was a very trying day. So much stuff going on getting ready for this weekend. I went into work an hour before our normal hours because there was so much to do. I got super frustrated with one person in particular. I could feel my anger and my stress level rising. All within an hour of being at work. Luckily, I got to escape the office in the middle of a day to go to a luncheon.
Driving away from the office, I started crying from the stress. I started telling God how I just couldn’t do it. That He made a mistake, that Fr. made a mistake offering the DRE position. That I made a mistake accepting it. That I don’t know what the heck I’m doing more than half of the time. I just kept saying “God, I just, I can’t do this... not if it’s going to be like this. I can’t do it.” Thankfully the afternoon went a lot better. Somehow I got my confidence back. The luncheon allowed my frustration and anger to drain.
Listening to the song tonight, I’ve gained more confident in my ability. With God, all things are possible, right? Soon this weekend will pass. Soon, I’ll get used to doing 50 million things at once. Soon, I’ll know what I have to do when, and not have to worry about having to do things last minute. And until “soon” comes, I’ve got God to help me through it.
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