Katie's prayer: Eddie Espinosa's "Change My Heart oh God"

I have listened to this song over a hundred times prior to today. But for some reason, I never noticed how the end just kinda randomly fades, and then sounds like it cuts off too early. Maybe cause I haven't ever listened to the song back to back to back until today. As I listened to the song all through out today, that was the only thing that stuck out to me. But I could understand how that related to my life right now, so I kept trying to find something else.

Then t hit me. Too often in my prayer life, I allow my brain to randomly fade and cut off too early. I'm really guilty about this during night prayer. I allow my brain to wander to things I need to do before going to bed, things I need to write down so I'll remember to do them in the morning, thinking about how nice it will be to be asleep, anything but where my brain should be - on night prayer. Tonight I'm going to make a much bigger effort on changing that.