I'm having a really hard time seeing through the eyes of my heart tonight. Nothing has gone as I had planned when I woke up today, and it has been a frustrating day. As little of my future I have planned, I usually have each day planned and I know what to expect. I know where I have to be, what I have to do, and how it will go. When that plan gets upset or disrupted, it throws me off. I have a hard time enjoying whatever it is that is going on, because I'm stuck thinking about how it should have been, or what I should have accomplished. Instead of looking through the eyes of my heart, I'm looking through frustrated, disappointed eyes.
My prayer for tonight, and, really, for each day, is that I can let go of my expectations more, and come to experience each day that God has planned for me, even if it isn't exactly what I have planned. I need to look through the eyes of my heart more.
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
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