Katie's prayer: Jars of Clay's "Revolution"

so if you know the words, then try to sing along
and when you get the beat, grab your hammer, bang a gong

This might only make sense to me, but that's ok, cause it's my prayer.

I feel like in the song that is my life, I'm trying to sing along. Key word: trying. I still haven't heard back from Holy Trinity. I know they said I'd hear back by the end of the month, and the month doesn't really end until tomorrow, the lack of hearing anything is making me start to lose hope. And with that hope goes my trust in God's plan for my life. I'm trying to sing along, but I don't think I've got that beat down yet. And at the moment, there's nothing I want more than to just figure out where I'm supposed to be so I can be there and do it and live it.

Dear God, I want to sing along. I want to pick up that hammer and bang the stupid gong. I want to do what you want me to do, but I need You to tell me what exactly that is. Please help me.