Partial Good-Bye for Now

I’ve been struggling a while with this prayer blog. Mainly because sometimes it feels more like a blog than like prayer. More often than not, I allow the fact that others will read this prayer to invade my thoughts and it alters my prayer. Sometimes I spend way more time than necessary because while I’m pretty sure I know what God’s trying to tell me, I’m also pretty sure it’s something I want to stay between me and God. Other times, I know I’m not able to blog and because of that, I give myself reason to not pray a song at all that day because if I’m not blogging about it, then why pray it? And I hate all these thoughts. Hate them. I try my best to stop them, but they just continue to creep back. Exhibit A: tonight’s prayer is one that is something that really needs to be just me and God, not everyone else. So I’m saying Good-Bye. Don’t worry, not forever. I may occasionally post one of my prayers, but I can guarantee it’s not going to happen every week-day. Thank you all for being great friends and understanding.