Megan's prayer: Twila Paris' "God is in Control"

God is in control

I can blog about this and pray about this every night, and yet it still doesn't seem to stick. I may have a moment, or even a day or a week, where I feel very confident in this fact, but then I start to question it. Despite all of the examples I have seen in my own life, and the lives of those around me, it still doesn't feel automatic. I end up questioning and second guessing myself. I would love to get to that stage of total faith. I won't settle with just occasionally feeling that way - I want to always have the faith that God is in control. This is a journey that I may be on for a long time, but I'm dedicated to this goal in life.