Would I believe you when you sayThis season of my life is going to be marked by this question. Will I believe Him? Will I trust Him? Will I turn myself over to Him?
Your hand will guide my every way?
Since my work situation didn't turn out like I'd like, I have decided, and I *think* it is according to His will, to begin the search for a new job. I've prayed and meditated and stewed and everything over this and each time I come to the same conclusion. I think it is time. As someone who is a bit fearful of change and who settles into a routine and finds comfort in that, actively attempting to upset that balance is tough for me.
In addition, my car is getting more and more expensive to maintain. So I've been praying about that, too. I don't know how much longer it is going to keep running, so it seems like I should at least start looking for a new one. Again, something totally new to me, and so, so, so daunting. I'm not really sure I can afford it, but I'm trying to trust that I'll be able to make it happen.
These two things, along with everything going on outside of this feels very much like a broken road talked about later in the song. My balance is upset. Things aren't right. But I'm trying so hard to trust that this broken road is going to prepare me for whatever He has in store for me next.
I believe you, Lord. I believe you.
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