I see your love is willing
To turn me inside out
But the real question right now is "Am I willing?" I want to be able to say "yes!" and have God come and completely transform me. I want to be able to give over all control of my life to God, but I have such a hard time with that.
I know God is always there, waiting for me to give him the green light and let him transform my life, but I haven't been able to yet. Some days are better than others, and I'm able to allow myself to give up that control, but it has never been to the extent that I long for.
I'm sure the fact that I fear the unknown plays a big part in why I hold on so tightly to control of my life, but what is there to fear if my life is in God's hands?
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