If feels like your life's crashing down all around you.
Three weeks from today, I will graduate from college. I'm getting ready to leave behind the world I've always known. I've gone to school since I was 5, and suddenly, I have to change that?! Not only that, but I have to find a job too! And before I do that, I have to decide where I'm going to live! And there are friends leaving that I might not ever see again, cause let's face it, there's always talk of "oh we'll see each other, we'll get together at some point in the future." but it never really happens. So many things are coming to an end, and I really don't want them too. My world IS crashing down around me.
Let me ask if it's really so bad
If you think about it though, it's not all that bad. I'm privileged that I can even go to college, much less graduate. I'm privileged to have such great friends that I never want to leave. I'm privileged to have the awesome resume I have and the amazing possibilities of jobs before me. I'm privileged. Other people are not as lucky as me. There are many out there who I'm sure would much rather be in my position of not knowing what's next, but having many possibilities. Sometimes it's so easy for me to forget about them and worry only about me
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