Megan's prayer: Jars of Clay's "Goodbye, Goodnight"

Today’s song, in particular the last line of each verse, made me sad.

And fake a smile as we all say goodbye.

I try to be a happy person, always with a smile on my face, but sometimes it is hard, and the only way to make that happen is to fake the smile. But the idea of having to fake a smile is horrible. The fake smile is like putting up a wall. Not letting others see what is really going on inside, just trying to convince them with the fake smile that everything is perfect. But it is these times when things aren’t perfect that we need the help of others the most, that we need to let others see us frown, or see us cry. By allowing ourselves to be vulnerable, and letting others know of the true emotions we hold inside, we will grow closer to those around us.

These friendships and relationship we gain from letting others in are so important. I pray that, even though it is hard some times, that I am able to open up and allow others in so I can grow with them.