First my apologies because this post might be a tad confusing, cause the thoughts I'm going to be blogging about confuse me even. (:
So last night at mass, I was kneeling down praying. Well, less like praying, and more like telling God all the things that are not quite right with my life right now, and how I think He should fix those. Telling God what I want to happen. Then the choir, who was practicing for mass, began to sing, "The Lord is my Shepard, I shall not want." God had me! Here I was telling Him what I wanted, even though I should not want, I should only care about God. But then I started thinking more, these things I want will still be there, and still require attention even if I don't actively want them. Just because I'm not thinking about that job I want doesn't remove the fact that I need to find a job! So that's a "want" that's ok then, right? Maybe?
I was reminded of this conversation when I heard these lines in today's song...
Come on and dance
All your troubles away
And look through the
Windows of heaven
The solution to all my worries, all my wants, all my troubles can be found by looking through the windows of heaven.