Can you see what I felt when I told you?
I was asked this question recently. My girlfriend was sharing something that she wasn't particularly happy about, but I wasn't understanding what she was saying at all. I just couldn't see her point of view. I could tell from the sound of her voice that it was very, very frustrating for her, and it was frustrating for me, too. She was opening up to me, trying to draw closer to me, and there was this disconnect that was preventing that from occurring.
This feeling is not isolated to human relationships either. I feel that the question above, and a similar one– Can you see what I felt when I did that?– is one that we want to ask God a lot. Sometimes we sin despite trying to do what is right. Often times, our sins come out of the need to be loved, accepted, cherished. We may sleep with our significant other, or that guy/girl at the party, thinking that in doing so, they will love us. We might put another person down in order to be accepted by a larger group. We might lie about something that happened, so that we might be cherished by another person. Despite our best efforts to be Christian, to receive God's Love, we find ourselves sinning. We turn to our God asking, "Can you see what I felt when I did that?" hoping that He will understand.
Hopefully, that disconnect I spoke of earlier will not occur, and instead, by asking this question, we will feel heard, understood, accepted, loved, and cherished by our God.
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