You know I’m stubborn, Lord, and I’m longing to be close
Today, as part of my job, I got to watch this youtube video over and over and over again. Trying to copy down all the lines since the copy we bought didn’t line up exactly with the video, and we liked the video version better. As I was watching the video, taking down the lines and watching the video and taking down the lines, I kept thinking how often I am in the same position as Kat. Just going along with what I was talking about yesterday. I have those super specific prayers because I’m afraid that if I don’t pray specific enough, then I can’t trust God to give me what I “need.” And I was thinking about how I get caught in this never-ending loop. I trust God, I start to pull away, I trust again, I start to pull away. I’m just too stubborn on this matter to stay in the trusting phase. Dear Jesus, help me to fully trust You. Help me to continually trust You and not allow myself to fall back into that loop.
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