What's going on inside of me?The past few days, I have been completely stressing myself out. My teeth and jaw hurt because they have been clenched too tightly and for too long. I have to consciously remember not to do that. My mind has been running a thousand miles an hour and won't seem to stop. I'm exhausted, physically exhausted, and yet it took me too long to fall asleep last night.
A few days ago, I got it in my head that I am worth more than my job is paying me. Since coming to that conclusion, I haven't been able to drop it. I'm not sure how that thought got into my head. Perhaps it was God's gentle nudging, or maybe my own selfishness. Tomorrow I plan to talk to my boss about my concerns and see if I can't get compensated more fairly.
Even though all the evidence says that this meeting should go well, that I should walk out of there with what I want, that doesn't comfort me, only making me more worried about how I'll feel if it doesn't happen. Intellectually I know that the answer lies in the last line of the chorus. I just hope that my heart can find it, no matter how tomorrow goes:
I'm still a man in need of a Savior
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